The aftermath so far

If you've been following this blog, than most of you know that things have been shaky... rocky and sometimes not so good. Well, I have not given up... Jesse has not given up. And since all the talks, the tears, the screaming and yelling have settled, things are looking up. It's not an easy thing to do, it's not easy to trust after the trust has been broken, but having Faith in God, that HE will answer prayers if that is HIS will is easy to trust in. Jesse has listened to everything I have said, weighed it in his own head and is working through what only he can work through, and although I have gone through different stages throughout our marriage, dating and all of that, this one I can not do alone and only he can get the help he needs, this time I can not hold his hand... He seems to know this and is working through it. As long as he does what is needed we will survive. So far the changes have been wonderful! We are talking honestly, working together, working through it and reconnecting again, as we should have done before. This time is different, THIS TIME Jesse is working with me through this and I am so happy for this. There is a difference in the atmosphere here at home, the kids are noticing, our roommate is noticing and we are laughing together again, tempers are better. I am not saying at any point that this will be or is an easy road. It has been rocky and bumpy, however, with God's guidance and all the prayers we have been receiving form all of you I am faithful that we will make it through this. Thank you for your prayers and thoughts of kindness, we are both thankful for them and I will keep you all informed.