I'm sitting here thinking about some things that have been happening and then I'm thinking my baby girl is going to be 2 in 5 days! 2 already! I can not believe that 2 years ago today I was stressing out that I had not gone into labor, that I haven't been dilating and THEN to top it all off I was going to have a girl instead of a boy lol... I will never forget the day she was born, what an experience that was, unlike her siblings, and I was so scared, afraid I had done something wrong to make her breach and to have a C-Section was horrifying to me... however, it was fitting to how she is :) You want her to do something, she gives you the same look she gave the morning she was born - that "If you want me come get me" look.
Then I think about when she was in the hospital 9 months later, how terrified I was we would lose her, how frail she looked and then how she refused to laugh after she came home... She's only 2 and I swear this little Angel of mine will be the death of me, he brothers NEVER give these kinds of scares. I think about everything our little family has gone through in the last 2 years and it amazes me how we have stuck through it all together, how close we are and how much we love one another. I guess God really did know what he was doing in my life, and I am so thankful for the knowledge that at least someone did lol.
But did God really have to allow my Angel, my Princess to grow up so fast?
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